Autumnpoise

You're faced with a test, Perhaps you know it's happening or by chance you don't, When you decide in a flash or after long consideration Am I going to take the high road? Am I going to be more than someone who simply gives in to the urge to Never be more than her temporary feelings? Things, people, moments, feelings... We know they all come and go. But those choices you make, When faced with heartbreak or pain, or even joy and triumph Those are the flashes in time where you decide Who am I? Under the skin and through the soul, you discover for yourself Do I lash out, do I hurt others if I am hurt, Do I help people or base my

I'm surprised to come this far and feel lost as ever.   Didn't know when the feeling of being whole would start again, Or if that was a mirage I tell myself To feel better about being turned around this entire time. She sings about a brokenness, finding herself again if she touched all these old things. So uncertain, and beginning to believe that growing up was some foolish dream; Something they sell to children, To make our futures not seem as daunting as they are. I've hope, dreams, and I still believe. I continue to fight.. to want, to love and to need all those lovely things. Living inside me is so much more than this day, this

I'm learning grey skies don't have to break your heart. I'm learning what it means again, To live while we're apart. This isn't what I expected; But I'm starting to see, I can finally be happy (Just being me) This was the prelude to, (More so than I ever knew) How to live better, Finally  without  you. I know now, You were my first... And I knew then, It always cursed. You were never meant To be my only. You showed me once How no one's ever been... Quite   that   lonely. ~ A funny little rhythm I hope inspires whoever needs it.  I've discovered the hard way that we've all got a little something we could move on from. ~